I was ready to move on, but I wasn’t ready to lose you. I knew I couldn’t have one without the other, but it still wasn’t what I really wanted to happen. However, I no longer have any fight, because I have fought losing you for so long. I didn’t know I could actually feel this way, I thought I would always be a slave to my thoughts and feelings for you. I guess, in a way it’s good, but also not so good.
I miss you so much and for so many different reasons, but I hope you’re doing well. I’m proud of you for everything you’ve accomplished, and I will always have a spot in my heart saved for you if ever you need a friend.